Outreach today was awesome ♥

heya sexy people...

Today outreach camp was awesome and i have no regret coming down to help... Since the OBS people came back already, that means more fun people is around... Firstly when i reach school i was serve a chocolate biscuit by my pretty lady.. love you baby.. Hadi asked me to join his group, I did but after awhile i go to iskandar group which is palomar group also.. I had lotssssss of fun!!
cheer and cheer and cheer!!! i liked ♥♥ The best part is Iskandar said I'm his favourite senior.. awww.... hehehe, macam biase i will get excited about everything.. then laugh laugh and laugh..
Fun tau!!! Laughing can make you young tau.. hehe..

Seriously lah todae was awesome.. Though its hot and totally humid.. West view didn give up lots of trouble.. Can see that they had fun too like us. West view rocks!!! Took some picture with the primary 6c student.. sounds like sexy rite baby.. hehe... ok soon will be open house maybe i will come down again.. But i kidda irritated with a group of guys from scout!!! haiya.. never stop disturbing me.. irritating you know!!! if i say irritating means irritating!!! Disturb once enuff leh.. you do many2.. i dun like ok!!! see, my singlish come out ready!! haha

Oklah very lazy to post animore... oooh b ut wait, HAPPY BDAE OREO!!! HAHA


toddles babies, see you when i see you.. ♥

SELFISH MOTHER....

hello dearies,

Lately not feeling well, all my body is aching all this due to the stress that I faced now!!
I don't know, My parents did it again their said something that really hurts me. All because of my bitchy attitude sister.. If not because of her i would not be so miserable now. Even now I'm sick nobody cares.. I'm hopeless.. Why on earth i have to face such thing again!!! WHY!!!!!!
Do my parents love me??? are they my real parents?? hei! i need the answer!!! If i am really saripie's daughter why they treat me like this??? why mum always say she hates me.. why??
Have i done enough to help the family?? mum??? All your responsibility , i cooked and do all the house work.. did you appreciate it?? do you??? I'm disappointed with you mum!! very!! afterall what i have done to the family , you return me with haters!!! Mum sometime i don't feel that i have mum at home.. you're not caring at all!!! seriously!! when i cry , I'm sad.. do you bother to come to me and asked me why?? instead you scold me!!! hei whats this mum?? whats this??
You spent you time on facebook did i say anything?? no, i say it's ok i help you with the housework. Mum you don't show any sense of motherhood to us!! When you say that you love us, i dun Noe how do you show the love to us!! Now i am thinking should i listen o whatever you say!! Seriously you never show any concern to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your favourite word is I hate you!! that's all... but i , i don't think i would say that to you.. or if i have my own child i definitely won't follow your attitude toward your children.. i will follow how nanny take care of her 14 children... Know what don't blame me if I'm very close to my aunties who cares for me.. Mum i totally disappointed with you.... you're not my idol anymore... i have a mother but i don't have a mother who cares about my feeling.. SELFISH!!!!

toddles babies, see you when i see you.. ♥

Future....

Heloo i'm back again!

Now I've made my decision to find my real identity.. Who i really am and what I'm born to be?
Afterall the hesitation and obstacles I've gone through i think it's already time for me to spent sometime on myself but not others.. I have to stand on my own rights and do whatever that i think i should do.

Now i have made a shocking decision that i will not meet my aunties, uncles and cousins until i am ready to meet them.. I really want to shut their bloody mouth up!!! I don't want to meet them and end up crying and frustrated with the fact that they spout on me...I told my daddy and mummy about this and they respect my decision.. In 5 years time i will be out from Singapore..
I want to find my own way to success.. No people involve, only parents encouragement and blessing are needed..

There's only one thing i want to fulfill in life.. To give happiness to my family members ( Dad, mum, and two sisters.. ) Nothing else that can make me happy than to see smile on their faces.. They are my Gold , my money and my pearl.. Love them to the deepest..

Mum you cried enough and carries alot of burden, dad you are too strong with the fact that your siblings are just using you... Both of you are my inspiration to success! Don't cry anymore coz three of us will make you happy.. PROMISE!!

toddles babies, see you when i see you.. ♥

outreach camp..

Heyooooooo babies!!!

Today i had a wonderful time with my good juniors at school welcoming the primary six student cum promoting our schools. Initially i wanted to help the belaying team but since i find that there is more than enough people to handle , i place myself at NPCC booth.. Almost no hope to attract the students but somehow we manage to get their attention.. Bravo people!

The most fun part was : promoting each other CCA.. by sarcastic manner..

" come to NPCC this CCa is super fun but if you insist and want to looked at NCC booth i dun mind. " waaaahhh Fazira was very good in promoting NCC indirectly..

IT's suuuuuuuuuuuper dupper fun people!! and and, abg mimi was there just know with his student... oohmy, finally he saw my true colours, usually i very quite2 type but hah!!! dun play play ah.. i very noisy you know " helo people anybody wants biscuit?? " " if you want it'f free and if you dun wan must pay 10 cent.. lol!!! i had fun being a clown just know..

Dummer me, tmrw is my malay examination and still i'm typing here.. what the hell!!!

(box myself). haha..

Had lunch with abbas mahat , aidil putra, farhan, zalilah at banquet.. annnd tmrw the same people is going to mr sham house for npcc photos... and mum's birthday is juz 3 more days!!! craci=king my head to suprise her!!! lalllalalalala

ok..... till here den b4 i spout any nonsense here.. :)P

toddles babies, see you when i see you.. ♥

♥ it's just love

Anybody ask me for a date pls ....♥

i wish that i can blink2 my eye on you and show you the fullest love i desperately have on you baby.


toddles babies, see you when i see you.. ♥

lazy post ♥

hellooooo babies ♥

seriously i'm enjoying using the heart shape thing at almost every post i did today :)
whatever with me anyway haha, it has beeen a super duper long day for me. I work today as usual, and i almost overslept , lucky for me my sis annoying alarm clock wake me up ♥

Damn it, today 8 of nov 2009 the day separation took place.. :( i have been working very closely with the mac riders for almost a year and loads of memories happened. The laughter , gossips , fighting and more !!! goonna miss all that!! All the big brothers and sister are no longer around for me to get along with :( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................!!!!!


things happpen for good purpose!!

( emoing here ) lalalalala....

It's already super late now, all my family member dozing in each other room.. except for my parents lah!!! alamak :) haha.. still onlining with the unknown kiddos.. they said " helo arney i know you you know me?? " waaaah!!! and i replied ' haha.. helo, i dun know! " ( evil me :0 )
i can't post more now, need to sleep and ready for tmrw belaying :)



toodles babies , see you when i see you ♥

parents blessing :)

hello dear..

Today after i read the news , i learnt that without your parents blessing your life is nothing but just a rotten human.. It's very sad that you don't appreciate your parents :(

Speaking of appreciating parents , i ever faced a problem whereby i was somehow neglected by my parents because they are too busy with their own career and my aunty always find my fault to make sure that daddy and mummy drift apart from me.. it's very sad, whenever i came back from school , nobody welcome me like family. i have to faced this almost 2 years and the blessing was not felt.. Although i looked happy but deep inside my heart i am crying alone without anybody notice ... The problem is too heavy for me to carry until i have to seek mrs john help to recover my problem.. its not an easy journey for me.

After 2 years of suffering daddy and mummy finally realised the problem and we are pretty close now.. Communication is really important, now whatever problem i have i always seek my parents help bcoz without them i may not be here right now.. Their blessing is the most expensive present that a parents could ever give to their children ( trust me )...

The most important key to success is to have your parents blessing and we must always respect them nomatter how hard your parents treat you.. :)

thats all for today, hope you guys appreciate your parents more after knowing my story.. toodles!!!

load of love: kiinah

toddles babies, see you when i see you.. ♥